Saturday, August 26, 2006

YESTERDAY:
badminton AGAIN!

I think it's gone to become an official sport tt my class would play!

and i give TWO THUMBS UP!

anyway i didn't play with my classmates played with mindy initially.. then alvin.. clare...
but it was equally fun.
(mindy you're good at the game k)

but u know wat i'm not losin weight in fact i think i'm becomin bulky! muscles.. i shldn't exercise too much at one go right?

and i think i'm the sort tt needs to diet and then exercise.. so diet! a healthy one of cos...i promise! cos i cannot go without FOOD!!!

and we went to lido's supermart.. oh dear me, it was BREAD GALORE! i tried the petite breads and i bought a salad and a snapple!! goodygoodygumbuns!

P.S we shld be studyin in sch actually.. hahaha!

then went back did a PAGE of readin and some more dottin for art! i have to do the captions by today!

then we played badminton again! lalala..
after which was work all the way i guess.. oh mindy i'm glad u like the korean songs..
mich brought her art to school.. cool stuff.. so big.. hahaha

and yes! i was off to meet the makan buddy which wasn't of much help to my diet!

i said sushi he said yes. but then after sushi we walked all the way home and he brought me to this coffee place near our area and eat wat!! kaya bread and french toast.... wat kind of fren are u huh! haha not helpin at all..
kept sayin:'' life is short you must eat!"' hahaha my quote. u used it against me..
haha dunworry i still heart u as a fren. hahahaha!

after the meal i walked back alone and i started to think the eng eng chubby char! and angang bom PIPI abd the rawr rawr and nicky the micky and ern the birdnest and derrick then joker and.. loadsa pple.. i really miss the times when would meet up when charlene comes back... i'm sure we can meet up soon.. i'll go back to church charlene will visit i hope and we can all see each other... side track.... actually the sch perfromance of grease maded me reminisces the day of FUNTASIA! at downtown east.. the striped skirts from tcs ( aka mediacorp) i wore.. it was really fun haha! lam zhengxin my dance partner.. then practises tt end at 12am and the trail slippers we all wore and the bubble tea! oh man! those were the days! and tt's where i knew everyone better.. i think tt's the same for everyone..i'm glad it all happened! (:

(back on track)
i read JW's blog.. and i'm sorry to say tt i think you'll blog abt me hahaha cos i realy cant help the LATTE and CHILLING TGT thingy.. haha jus didn't know it would happen.. i'll try to becaareful and observe my surroundings more! hahaha..

TODAY

it's 730 am... i woke up at 645 and wanted to run.. but decided not cos my legs were achin.. now i'm tryin to transfer the songs into the ipoddy.. haha guess wat i haven seen my mum for more then 24 hrs and we're livin under the same roof.. hahaha she's still sleepin.. i wonder how heer teacher's day went...tonight there was suppose t be a dinner it's still on i think// all my cousins knew abt it and they asked if i was goin.. but truth is my mum didn't tell me anything.. haha.. so i guess i won't go.. too last min.. i have GREAT plans for today!! hahaha which i hope will all come into play.. hahaha.. weeee..
tuition soon...

i love u ong bak! we'll play our i love u badminton game soon!

i love myself(:

d'eborah at 4:15 PM

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Friday, August 25, 2006

today was great...
i love the performance which had three guys in.. i love his voice! fell for it...

and badminton was next!! i beat daryl again!!! hahaha nah.. it wasn't abt tt.. i jus had fun playin my fav childhood game!
mich joined us today!!! i hope she had fun..and mindy's 87!! oh man so unexpected hahaha.. we do have quite a number of stuff in common.. then again i'm glad i met someone new.. alot of work left to do.. but i guess tt's the norm for now..

came home had tuition and i must say i do enjoy econs tuition!! it's fun.. i like the way my teacher brings across certain topics.. on my part i know i must brush up on content!! judgin by the memory capacity i have hahaha.. i have loads to do.. everyone does? hm... met debbie foo and her bf.. ran with her bf.. hahaha ran 3km plus i think... i did a good timin too.. proud of myself!! hahaha..tryin hard to lose weight and lead a healthy lifestyle.. with the frequent snacks i'm tryin to cut down on i hope it's possible!!

tml i'm playin badminton at the cc with edwin i think... i hope it'll be another session of losin fats!!!

then maybe i'll go to sch to mug?? hm.... plannin my days again!!! plan i must!

deb pls rem to pass lau lau the cd!(:

d'eborah at 6:02 AM

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006



he;s the one who puts his cute little butt on my notes and lies on my bag when i'm doin my work..

he's new hairdo!

d'eborah at 5:31 AM

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the darkness of man,
encapsulated in his very heart
light and darkness
do not exist as one
leaving the latter to reign
where has all the good gone?

beautiful?

i tied my hair today! YAYNESS!

hm... today we received our prelim timetable.. everything seems so fast.. i cant wait for the alevels to be over.. so much things on my mind now!!!
i cant wait to work actually..and! goin to find my dearest bestfren in aust!!!

there are certain things tt are gettin on my nerves and i cant seem to do anything abt it..
things must always go your way... when you're happy u talk when you're not u walk away! wat am i to u huh!!!
now you're goini thru wateva i went thru.. u gave me hell in the past... but i'm not goin to do wat u did. i jus feel tt i'm puttin too much into it and you're not... i wish i could give u e taste of your own medicine..(to some person)

levin soh! u better pass your driving ya.. then u can drive me around for supper!

i love art and i'm startin to take an interest in poetry.. i like the book mindy passed to me.. blake...

hrmph! i have the sudden urge to study... hm...

d'eborah at 4:06 AM

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

what a day i had today!

i was suppose to run today at 7am so tt after my run i can seat at the big rock and enjoy the breeze but no i jus slept thru till 10am.. tt's abnormal for me!

anyway i got up and did some readin for econs then it was tuition at 2pm to around 4pm

i then made a list of the things to buy and do for the day... oh man! art is like filling up the whole list!
and i finally bought a ruler and pens haha cheap ones cos i figured tt essay writin can be really expensive!

and i walked from my place to whitesands and back! good exercisin! bought two novels.. mummy told me to go buy(:

and walkin all the way to library!! and only to find tt there wasn't any artist models available! stupid stupid library had only two artist! wat kind of library has only reference to two artisit! and what made it worse was tt they didn't even have poems on william blake! why why!!! crappy place.. i wanna complain!!! hahaha aunty me...

but thinkin abt the amt of work i have to do really makes me feel stress!!! oh but but cousin's comin over again!! i go a pretty hairpin! i hope she likes it! goin to buy dinner now!!! weeeee..... i so love my life to bits!!!

d'eborah at 3:45 AM

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

badminton was sweaty!
oh it's been such a long time since i played badminton!

i love badminton!

wanna play every week?

d'eborah at 4:48 AM

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Monday, August 14, 2006

IT'S OVER!
i jus got back from sch! it's nearly nine?
mock was a total crap.. as usual i was jus worried about whether i would freeze to death because i had two 3hr papers at one shot! but yeah.. econ! goodness.. i really didn't know why i had tt gut feelin tt last year's paper would come out! but then again i didn't really trust myself so i jus looked thru the cae study only which was done a long long time ago. but it's better then nth right? the mcq was tricky? i dunno.. i jus did it(: this prob shows how bad my econs is.. geo was a brain dead paper! i was so tired.. but then again i feel really bad cos of my beloved geo teacher who always seems to believe tt we will all get As. ( u know if u elaborate more you'll get an A? u guys know your stuff but u dun wanna write properly!) do we really know our stuff? hahaha.. i love her man! i think she's really got the passion and the never say die attitude... it's quite funny to see her being all hyper durin geo and our class is like go - going - GONE? hahaha

yes i'll start muggin real hard! i promise i promise!

jiawen.. dun say abt the squeal :s hahaha i really didn't expect myself to do tt hahaha! ( if u ever do read my blog )
yeah i love liberty market.. tt place rocks the socks out of me! yayness!

mich thanks for tellin me wat the B , end with D word means! hahahaha..

i think i mus put a jacket in school.. art was fun today i guess? triedd a new style of paintin!

i'm not goin to sch tml.. goin for tuition in the mornin then to SRC with the father then to badminton!!! i think i'll mug first b4 the badminton!... oooooo i've got tml all planned out! (:

d'eborah at 5:52 AM

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Sunday, August 13, 2006




hey hey this is for my dear charlenee.. this silly blog thing takes forever to upload the pictures

so i gave up! only two pic.. one was durin the malaysia trip thingy i went to and the other- the shoes.. i drew on them.. haha
and i got scolded for doin tt...boohoohoo! ( do i still look the same? after not seein me for (counts toes) dunno how many years?) hahaha

d'eborah at 12:30 AM

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

eeekkkk! have u ever had this feelin of someone holdin onto your body and u can't get up much less open your eyes and u try to move but u cant and you're awake!! it happened again.. to me): it's happenin too often.. and it's scary..
mummy says it's becos i'm too tired??!!! but wat am i tired abt.. oh so freaky!

d'eborah at 12:01 AM

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Friday, August 11, 2006

met up with foo again today(:

made a new fren(:

ate sushi today(:

hm.. not a bad day?

somehow life has been mudane, dry and bein contented too easily?

somehow i seem to take life on surface value.. happy go lucky at times?

is tt wat i want? yes and no.. i'm tryin not to sit on the fence..

i keep feelin as thou something is missin? is it becos i haven been to church?

but goin to church doesn't mean tt you're a whole person right?

bein christian isn't all abt goin to church. most pple i know or i dare say are wat we call sunday christians.. they go to church puttin up a front and after tt, durin the entire week.. swear words, sickenin behave, u name it.. it all shows.. i dun want tt kinda thing.. i still feel inadequate n so full of.. u know.. sin! there are some things in my life i know i should be doin something abt it but i cant cos i'm too scared to face it...i think i have a really low self esteem.. i really do.. jus tt most pple cant tell.. i dunno why i'm bloggin abt this.. i wish for stupid things like bein perfect althou i know it's impossible.

sighs.. i miss sittin at the big rock all by myself.. with the wind in my hair.. oh man this entry sounds so sad and emo..

i wish i had a swing? i want a tree house too.. and someone pls take me for a ride on your bike? hahaha..

i think i over eat again): foo foo i feel like takin a walk again?

d'eborah at 6:38 AM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i want long hair! i want to curl my hair.

today's national day! weeee.. had a lovely lunch at fairway club.. went to buy chocolates..
guylian's dark orange chocolate rocks!
sometimes i really wonder how i can pass the day without doin a single thing... its scary how time flies..
double whammy-7km.. the houses really inspired me.. thru out the walk i didn't really talk..dunno why but it was nice thou
alot runnin thru my mind.. cant really rem wat..

d'eborah at 8:42 AM

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Monday, August 07, 2006

today's GP mock was a total screw up.. i sorta expected it.. the essay is goin to turn out really bad.. i can feel it in my bones!! and the compre won't be anything better..

hm.. yen lost her ipod feel really sad for her too.. i wonder wat would happen if i lost mine?

today was quite a fruitful day.. came home to clean my dusty room and did some readin..

tried a new pimple cream.. prayin hard too..

deb foo dropped by today, glad to see her again! i'll catch up with u soon dearie(:

tml's 7km walk.. lookin forward? i guess so a little more exercise would do me good i guess.. geee...

d'eborah at 7:39 AM

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

i'm in the mood for singing!!!

ok alright i guess this weekend was yet another unfruitful, unproductive, un watever..

i think i've got abnormal eatin habits.. or is it due to my moodswings..
no i guess it was my dad who spoiled the weekend for me.. well wat can i say.. i jus have obey!

my mum looked really pretty today in her JAP outfit..
u know? she used to say i was rude when i called her AUNTY cos of her dressin. little did she know i wasn't rude and i was tellin her for her own good.. until my godma finally decided to tell her.. and wat a sudden change! i guess we still rather listen to our friends rather than the family members..
guess wat she was so pleased with her outfit that she decided to take a nap in it.... man! she's crazy hahaha
tt's my mum i guess..

i jus called mich. she's with jw studyin at lido... i wish i could go out, then maybe i wouldn't be at home stuffin myself.. hahaha ok.. and mich! how can u tell abt my CHILLING fren! so....
argh.. haha but i'm ok with it.. was a good laugh..

i watch cowbelles today.. usual chickflick shows i guess..GP is still the last thing on my mind.. i have goals to make.. let's see

1. lose 5 kg
2. start mugging
3. stop my pimples from poppin
4. goin to church
5. stop eatin when i'm bored

actually the list goes on.. i guess 'm not tt contented afterall.. alot is kept within..

my unproductive day was also partly due to all the sleep i had.. 1pm to 5pm..

and i love my dear cousin! she bought my food.. hahaha.. she came to visit her poor old cousin who didn't have the permission to leave her house..how sad! hrmph!

anyway it's goin to be a new week.. i hope tuesday's walk will allow me to lose more weight.. wishful thinking?

i wanna go stay on the mountains! amongst the green green the browns browns... nature! far away from singapore!

d'eborah at 7:35 AM

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Friday, August 04, 2006

I'm always feelin even more stressed after tuitions.. the first thing he said to me was 5weeks to prelims
i'm like omg u didn't have to tell me that.. i dun like countdown btw.. but nvtheless.. tuition sessions were productive and it sorta tells me how screwed up i am for the alevels! wake up calls!
econs is easy.. understandin easy for now! finally! but it jus boils down to whether i wanna get my butt down on the chair to revise and revise.. it's easier said than done man..
i was super tired to i dunno why but i guess it was cos of last night.. i fell aslp in class on the chairs.. dreamt that my mum bought food for me and was callin me tt's how i got up but obviously no food and no mum callin..
i must be a real pig man to dream of food AGAIN!
i slept on the bus thru out and i slept again when i got home b4 tuition.. really don't know why i'm tt tired.. oh wells.. i'm glad to have school at times cos of all the crap and stupid stuff we do tt actually keeps me sane..if not i'll be goin insane cos of all the studyin i have to do(everyone has)
island creamy was fun althou i was quite stone.. and i squeal when jw mention liberty market.. i dunno why i did tt embarrassing crap but it jus came out.. haha..

ok i really hope, more like i must start muggin(:

d'eborah at 3:06 AM

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

YESTERDAY I BOUGHT ALOT OF CHOCOLATES! HEAPS AND HEAPS OF IT.
tried e ritter sport cornflake recommended by jw. and two slabs of bitter meiji chocolate!
am i mad or wat? i'm jus in the mood for chocolate loving i guess..

today's career's day was interesting. i'm still uncertain of where i want to go but i guess for now it's jus the alevels
and nth else. darn! i'm worried. well who isn't?
studied with mich, stella n jw.. stella was super funny esp when she was making fun of someone!
i had a suddden craving for sushi! oh man.. i know i put on weight but i jus cant help it..
should be contented tt we have food - tt'll be something my mum would say.
guess exercise is wat we really need to do.. i went runnin on the ttreadmill today.. mich went too!
i think i caught a cold after running cos of the silly airconditioned gym!
oh well.. i need more water! hopefully i can get down to studyin soon... i'll try):

d'eborah at 6:54 AM

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

SCRAPPY- MY PRIDE



this entry is dedicated to scrappy chen wenlong

scrappy chen wo ai ni!

pls dun let anything happen yourself

let your fur stay!

i'll cry so badly if you're gone!

your picture i'll carry with me where ever i go(:

d'eborah at 6:17 AM

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