Monday, July 31, 2006
Eh I'm really bored..life's pretty mundane for me now..
today was a pretty horrible day for me thou.
wasn't feelin well, it was so sudden but thank god i had mich to help me.
and lucky me! there was a cabby jus outside the follyer.
puked wateva i ate.. didn't sleep, althou i expected myself to do so.
my lips were so pale and i really thot i was goin to faint.
my feet carried me faster than i thot. i think i was actually running towards the lift cos i need the toilet so badly.
-shivers... scary! wasn't in a clear state. oh wells i'm feelin all hyped up now. i dunno why...
i saw levin's pictures.. so cool! i wanna go there too.. pack me in your bag k? haha
and finally i got my bag back.. after only using it like 3 times and lendin it to 2 pple. the first person wasn't tt bad. he returned it to me in one piece but now the bag's all dirty and the some parts of it came off.. oh man! levin siad it was a lesson learnt
i shldn't jus lend my stuff to anyone..
well lesson learnt):
- i wish i could leave this place
d'eborah at 8:54 AM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
oh dear me):
it's been a longtime since i step foot into riverlife...dun ask me why?
i jus dun feel like going..
i get calls and msgs from pple asking how i am and everything and why dun i go to church anymore
i never seem to be able to find the answer.
it's not tt i'm running away from god.. but i jus feel so dry inside. not gettin too spiritual or wat
but i know god's there.. i speak to him every night before i slp..
i know he's workin in my life cos of wat he did for my family..
sorry heavenly father i've seem to have let go of tt passion, i once had for u..
i really hope i can rekindle wat i had and start refresh..
everything's so different.. i dun wan to lose sight of god.
i feel really lousy at times. sometimes i dun even know why.
it's really--- life without jesus, is like a donut!
sigh!
i don't know what's wrong with me spiritually.
god can u come speak to me in my dreams tonight?
d'eborah at 8:24 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
hrmph!
It's been long since I went to towngrowing up in Singapore all my life and goin there like a trillion times,
I still can get lost. I really wonder why? U know?
goin out with mich jean n jiawen was really the funniest thing tt happened during the whole week!
am glad I met pple like them (:
mich- dudn worry about PTM ya?
jean- carry on practicing your dinosaur calling (althou I doubt you'll be readin)
jiawen- jus be yourself hahaha... dun do those funny turns u did. -grins
I must say I really love JC life. It's really different and I think I'm getting the hang of it(not talkin abou studies)
it'll probably be good for me to hang out more often and meet new people.
but I PRAY hard that I meet nice and trustworthy peeps. I want my new friendships to last(: then I'll be happy debo(:
yen hui althou u won't be meetin us tml i hope we can really meet up sometime to mug or play. it'll be like our first outing
hahaha! yen hui is someone I dun see very often but she's someone I know I can count on and jus to let you know I'm glad to be your listening ear and one of the few people who u can be comfortable with. am honoured! -beams.
thanks for being the bubble during art and goofyin around with me!
love u(:
charlene eng... hope our exams when fine.. i know it will be actually. haha smarty pants(:
huiying I 'll meet up with u soon yeah.. sushi? I would love tt. haha.
d'eborah at 11:01 AM