Sunday, July 30, 2006
oh dear me):
it's been a longtime since i step foot into riverlife...dun ask me why?
i jus dun feel like going..
i get calls and msgs from pple asking how i am and everything and why dun i go to church anymore
i never seem to be able to find the answer.
it's not tt i'm running away from god.. but i jus feel so dry inside. not gettin too spiritual or wat
but i know god's there.. i speak to him every night before i slp..
i know he's workin in my life cos of wat he did for my family..
sorry heavenly father i've seem to have let go of tt passion, i once had for u..
i really hope i can rekindle wat i had and start refresh..
everything's so different.. i dun wan to lose sight of god.
i feel really lousy at times. sometimes i dun even know why.
it's really--- life without jesus, is like a donut!
sigh!
i don't know what's wrong with me spiritually.
god can u come speak to me in my dreams tonight?
d'eborah at 8:24 AM