Tuesday, May 08, 2007
the past few days i spent every morning cleanin my house n my room..cant stand living in a messy house.. gosh i wish my dad would jus move his stuff.. oh well.. after all tt cleanin i think i'll miss cleanin the house becos i'll move out.. hm.. sometimes i feel tt i'm not appreciated at home..becos when i'm helpin out andd my bro and dad doesn't and i do something wrong they'll say i'm a cant be bothered person and so wat if i help... it's my house i should everything.. gosh! i'm not sayin it's not house man! and my bro doesn't do a shit.. he for goodness sak doesn't even knw how to boil an egg.. it's really pisses me off.. and my mum will go.. your bro is still young... like he's sec 4 in council n badminton holdin so high position and he cant even take care of himself.. i'm not jealous.. tt my mum treats him like a gem! it's jus tt he's big enough to help out and i'm not doin the housework jus to please them or brag(which i dont) gosh.. my mum has something against me i think.. and my dad has this stupid thinkin tt women should do all the housework..gross i want someone like tt..i'm really tryin my best to be a good daugther.. and they around sayin tt i'm an ahlian!!!tt's the worse thing they can say!(not tt i have anything against them but i'm not).
my mum's sufferin from some (i dunno wats wrong with her)
jus yesterday.. she asked me to move aside cos she wants to boil some herb stuff.. i was washin the dishes.. so i moved out and watch tv.. then she was still in the kitchen then she suddenly said why i wash things half way.. then i'm like u r in the kitchen and u asked me to move.. then she walked out and got angry and said how can i say tt so rude! and i should have said i'll do it later..but mind u my tone was a normal one..
gosh! i really have nth to say.. my dad was like jus listen and keep quiet.. but i didn't do anything.. i jus told her wat she told me which was to leave the kitchen.. then i get scolded! maddness right? and guess wat but my parents r like tt to me they dun treat my bro like tt..
sorry if i'm forgetful at times.. it's jus tt i'm not aware of somethings.. i really dunno!!!!! tt's the ultimate one.. they'll really give it to left n right.. MY BRAIN OR MEMORY OR WATEVA! cant help it..
well.. my family doesn't seem all tt bad haha! i'm jus grumbling abt these stuff cos it's happenin too often n makin me so.. ya sayin it out does help..
it's pple with less fortunate families tt give me encouragement to look at things on a brighter side at times too..
on the bright side... my bro is changing not so bad tempered.. althou his attitued really sucks when i need his help... he'll take his time to help me esp when i desperately need his help... evil right..
BOOHOO! I'LL B OUT OF MY HOUSE! haha they'll see less of me... and they'll live in a dusty house i think i'll lock my room if not they'll messy it up too! tog with the pollutant(my dog)-they dun usually shower him.. it'll stink haha.. cos my dad n bro dun help. so i think my mum will go mad.. all the best to her.. but i'll miss my bed and my dog.. oh welll. i cant wait for change too(:
d'eborah at 8:12 PM