Saturday, October 14, 2006
ok.. so the previous post was jus a korean song.. jus needed some place to keep it!yes! yesterday was graduation..mixed feelins u know..
so i got up at 5am.. wanted to take the one hr so bus ride for the last time but dad insisted on sendin so last time my dad sends me to sch? haha.. alright.. i wanted to sit outside class alone.. jus to stone? look at the garden? actually come to think of it my class is very isolated and has a nice view of the garden and nature and i must say the trees jus outside my windows have grown taller! duh! haha now i cant see the opposite blocks.. i wished i had charged my camera! anyway.. gaby was the next to come.. hahaha. i looked at her.. her blur look reminded me of myself.. then slowly everyone came.. as usual everyone took pictures.. it was strange in a way..
we then had to write nice stuff abt everyone and for the last time design a class poster.. this time i really decided to help out as the past few times i couldn't really be bother cos it didn't seem impt hahaha! oops! but yeah last time so i did a comic strip.. anyhow i had to think of wat my classmates reminded me of.. was quite funny to think of how i think of pple? get it?
next! off to the ceremony.. u know! bro paul is one principal tt doesn't really make me feel sleepy when he talks.. it's always funny and interestin.. it was the last time again for the polar bear to talk... he reminds me of one.. big and white and kinda round.. no offence hahaha! but yeah.. he called me dear once i think : alright dear better get on with studying! i felt like replying : alright mate! (: hahaha.. no la.. of cos i didn't do tt!
i will miss the toilets too! as everyone knows i always go to the toilet not to beautify myself but for u know u know! hahaha..and the canteen food.. meesua from noodle king and my pile of garden veg from the yong tau foo stall.. and my orange celery juice.. and i ate 3 packets of prawn crackers from sch.. somehow tibits in sch taste diff. ok anyway back to the ceremony..
bro paul did a slide show with pics and videos and everything.. the official ceremony with the prayers and siinging wasn't my fav.. but yeah was alright cos we had the choir beside my class..and then it came to the awards.. WE WON BEST COMMUNITY INVOLVED CLASS? haha i forgot the name of the award! hahaha i shld have blogged yesterday... we did alot of funny funny stuff... partly cos my class only has 14 pple so the participation rate is always close to 100% haha plus all the nyaa peeps! oh man.. i screamed! shockin we didn't expect it! hahaha i think my skirt flipped too.. hahahaha oh well.. i had alot of unglam moments in cj.. hahaha oh well.anyway WE WON! hahaha.. ok and we sang the sch song for the last time.. i will always rem cjc and not coral! i can't even rem wat i did in coral.. not coral park ar.. hahaha.. i've learnt so much in cj.. the exposure i guess.. good! i think it's no longer livin in the well for me.. i see things clearer now.. not so blur as last time i hope!
okok i miss sayin.. hello hello hello to amelia randomly hahaha she's the only one who knows i'm doin randomly when pple lk at me and thinkin i'm waitin for their response hahaha but no! i jus like sayin hello to myself..
amelia's like a best fren to me in class.. and i'm glad i have her(:
daryl ang.. someone i always talk to abt my problems.. he always answers the phone: hi wat's up? hahaha.. now i doubt i will.. he always seems to be able to talk some sense into my head.. reason why i'm closer to him cos i went for two trips with him for nyaa! haha
adlin : my butt smackin partner! she's really one malay girl tt's so diff form the malays i met! in a good way of cos! i really love her energy.. her big shirt.. and everything.. i will miss her.. callin me all the names..
ruth: the bus rides in the mornin and the callin to talk abt how stress we are and everything.. hahaha and the sane ones durin the crazy outins we have with daryl and adln! cos they are usually the ones who are abit mad! hahaha
ongbak: muffin provider! one stage my class so crazy over muffins! haha i like huggin and holdin her hand haha
aloy: i know he's nice! haha clar: reliable
darren: always askin how am i
mich: althou she likes to throw her temper alot but yeah can be really nice at times
mr ang: toleratin my slowness in class
elissa: warmed up to ome quite fast.. i love her all the same althou she can be quite rubbishy at times haha for eg. puttin cold milo on my face or touchin my face
haha yeah....i will miss them all..
rushed to watch the movie which was so borin and didn't help much cos i wasn't feelin well! hahaha..oh well took a cab home from town..
in conclusion! it's over sch's out! alevels still alive and kickin.. i know do well i'm jus tryin to keep an A for art and the rest jus a pass or slightly hIgher?.. i knew i wasn't really cut out for jc! i dun intend to go uni too.. i really shld have been more realistic and did my art! but on a lighter note.. i made my dream of goin to jc into reality.. as a NA student i didn't want pple to look down on me somehow.. i felt my family and other pple.. were lookin down hard on me.. i jus had to prove it! oh well.. i did it! graduated from jc! aftere alevels i'm goin to do art! it'll be part of my life and i wan to excel doin it. so dear god i pray for everyone tt they may find joy in wateva they do.. no matter wat the outcome is...I HEART 2T01 AND I'LL DEF MISS THEM (:
d'eborah at 4:57 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
PERHAPS LOVE(English Version)
~Goong OST
I don’t know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you
It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love
If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me
I’m already inside of you
Just like you’re inside of me
To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love
When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~
I already love you so much (you’re the only one)
oooo.. i jus needed a place to cope and paste! haha
d'eborah at 5:21 AM