-jesus loves me this i know-

2007-06-30T20:33:00.001-07:00

I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER!

i'm goin to move blog soon.. but i need someone to help me. so it'll take quite awhile.

2007-05-19T19:20:00.000-07:00

jackie pullinger's seminar was an eye opener..strangely enough.. from the time she stepped on the stage, her presence felt me abashed. at the beginning i didn't knw why... i jus somewhat knew tt she was someone of great imptance..(tt's becos i didn't knw what she did and who she was! i'm a frog living in my own well) she taught me tt god's word is our life and it must be practised and not jus read but done in action.. and there she was goin all out.. she's an eurporean woman goin into hongkong speaking jus like one of the locals. i was amazed... she took drug addicts into her house.. lived n ate with them.. with no resources no fundings.. but jus god's word,faith and her believe and love for the poor... there were things she said like...these pple haven sat and ate with their families for years and when they came to singapore and sat with the families they lived with, they were so touched..
one thing i noticed abt her was tt she kept talkin abt us having all the funny equipment in front of her and she wanted them to be turn off becos she didn't like it and obviously there wasn't a need to have them(i think tt was what she was indirectly saying) which made me feel even smaller... i jus wanted to hide.. here stands a woman who doesn't rely on such sophisticated machines, money and yet she accomplished much.. she said tt minisitry with the poor didn't have to start with a committee, fundings, not a need for a nice air-conditioned room NONE OF TT!(she sorrta shouted tt into the microphone) all we had to do was to start with one person.. just offerin something.. she also said tt the poor dun want your money! they watch your actions.. which i seriously agreed to...we donate money but where does tt money go? who really knws? and god didnt ask us to donate he told us to help( with actions) hmm... and just from tt i'vev learn to appreciate what i have.. i feel tt i've grown alot.. well matured.. not tt i'm still not cranky adn blur n doin dumb things to my brother.. but yeah.. the mature thinking part has grown.. i used to be a shoppin freak someone who wasn't satisfied with life.. or self centred.. or jus too contented.. a.. anyway it's jus all things bad.. now when i look at things i do have the tendency to reflect like.. is it worth? shld i react tt way? do i realy need it? what' most impt thing at the present moment?.. like shoppin doesn't excite me tt much... even thou i haven been out for tt long i dun really mind anymore.. it's nice to have home a room to myself.. and it's nice to sit and eat with the family...from tt seminar god touched me i started cryin like a baby... nobody prayed for me at first.. but i felt tears in my eyes.. and i couldn't control it.. and when my leader prayed for me it became worse..it was as thou god stripped me and showed me everything i had and how he blessed me and the riches he had bestowed upon me and yet i am an ungrateful brat! hm.. i'll start with my family first...i'll start to love them more..if i cant stand the pple i live with wat more others... ok. tt was last wk i think.. haha i cant rem when her sem was..

movin on... yesterday i had so much fun with the kids for the touch clubs.. oh my.. kids really can stuck the strength out of u.. i was so hungry tt i ate.. a bowl of noodles, 3 garlic breads, 1 mushroom bun, 1 slice of bread, cod fish n mushroom soup! and wanwan n cranberry juice.. i had a hard stomach again! hahaha.. but yeah i had loadsa fun... and it was a longtime since i truly stood at the beach stonned..

and my bro has been slpin in my room.. i think it's becos he watches too much ghost stories and has all tt little ghost flyin in his head.. hahaha! church soon! cheerio! sorry no pictures foo foo..

2007-05-08T20:12:00.000-07:00

the past few days i spent every morning cleanin my house n my room..
cant stand living in a messy house.. gosh i wish my dad would jus move his stuff.. oh well.. after all tt cleanin i think i'll miss cleanin the house becos i'll move out.. hm.. sometimes i feel tt i'm not appreciated at home..becos when i'm helpin out andd my bro and dad doesn't and i do something wrong they'll say i'm a cant be bothered person and so wat if i help... it's my house i should everything.. gosh! i'm not sayin it's not house man! and my bro doesn't do a shit.. he for goodness sak doesn't even knw how to boil an egg.. it's really pisses me off.. and my mum will go.. your bro is still young... like he's sec 4 in council n badminton holdin so high position and he cant even take care of himself.. i'm not jealous.. tt my mum treats him like a gem! it's jus tt he's big enough to help out and i'm not doin the housework jus to please them or brag(which i dont) gosh.. my mum has something against me i think.. and my dad has this stupid thinkin tt women should do all the housework..gross i want someone like tt..i'm really tryin my best to be a good daugther.. and they around sayin tt i'm an ahlian!!!tt's the worse thing they can say!(not tt i have anything against them but i'm not).
my mum's sufferin from some (i dunno wats wrong with her)
jus yesterday.. she asked me to move aside cos she wants to boil some herb stuff.. i was washin the dishes.. so i moved out and watch tv.. then she was still in the kitchen then she suddenly said why i wash things half way.. then i'm like u r in the kitchen and u asked me to move.. then she walked out and got angry and said how can i say tt so rude! and i should have said i'll do it later..but mind u my tone was a normal one..
gosh! i really have nth to say.. my dad was like jus listen and keep quiet.. but i didn't do anything.. i jus told her wat she told me which was to leave the kitchen.. then i get scolded! maddness right? and guess wat but my parents r like tt to me they dun treat my bro like tt..
sorry if i'm forgetful at times.. it's jus tt i'm not aware of somethings.. i really dunno!!!!! tt's the ultimate one.. they'll really give it to left n right.. MY BRAIN OR MEMORY OR WATEVA! cant help it..
well.. my family doesn't seem all tt bad haha! i'm jus grumbling abt these stuff cos it's happenin too often n makin me so.. ya sayin it out does help..
it's pple with less fortunate families tt give me encouragement to look at things on a brighter side at times too..
on the bright side... my bro is changing not so bad tempered.. althou his attitued really sucks when i need his help... he'll take his time to help me esp when i desperately need his help... evil right..

BOOHOO! I'LL B OUT OF MY HOUSE! haha they'll see less of me... and they'll live in a dusty house i think i'll lock my room if not they'll messy it up too! tog with the pollutant(my dog)-they dun usually shower him.. it'll stink haha.. cos my dad n bro dun help. so i think my mum will go mad.. all the best to her.. but i'll miss my bed and my dog.. oh welll. i cant wait for change too(:

2007-05-05T03:24:00.000-07:00

I GOT ACCEPTED!
THANK GOD!
yayness(:

cycling n meet ups

2007-05-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

thurs was for yenhui! ha we went cycling.. from her house to bishan park and then to j8 for subway and then cycled back..along the way some 'event' happened which had mud involved but it was def worth the trip.
i wouldn't say i'm as cranky or crazy as yenhui most of the time i'm jus laughing or saying.. YENHUI AH! haha i'm not a very fun person to be with eh? but i do enjoy the company(: thanks for tt smashing cycling trip!
i miss the times we had during art class! really do...

friday.. met up with tooth paste and monster.. and we had a quick dinner at jack's place or should i say they had a quick dinnner and i had hot cocoa... and yes! the usual army stories cracked us up.. inevitably, there was the whole restaurant turning around to look at us..but we all know after awhile those stories tend to be a repeating itself.. haahaa..in short.. i had a great time jus laughin n laughin..

sat.. had to do flag day for jen's prison thingy.. i tell u! i looked so jaded!
recallin wat happened on friday night....
me--i had coughin nosies coming from the floor
me: joshua u alright?
me, thinking tt my bro wasn't feelin well..
josh: jiejie.. there's a bettle in my room and it's two am now.(the tone he said tt in would jus kill anyone considerin he's sec 4, like a little kid)

i wanted to strangle him... how can he wake me up because of tt! i thot if he was sick i would have offered to get warm water or someting! but no! it was because of a bettle! i'm a light sleeper.. as any noise it would immediately disrupt my slp.. and there u have it.. my whole sat was upside down! and i didn't make it for the kids club.. i bought raicong his dino toys.. and jen told me tt he missed me.. hahha dunno how true! but all the same i felt super guilty.. and yeah i do miss tt kid!
i went home rattling on abt how my bro disturbed my during the night and all he said was.. you're my sister wat...and daddy mummy's bed got no space to slp on! WAH!

sunday was alright i guess...

labour day was jus even more slack!

and for today! i jus cleaned n exercised! and gave my dog a bath.. but he'll stink tons tml.. i think he jus has a BO prob! hrmph!

oh where oh where can my application letter be!

2007-04-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

hrmph!
it's been a long time since i blogged.. anyway i think my blogskin is really not nice! haha.. but i'm jus too lazy to change or should i admit tt i dunno how to change! HAHA! anyway.. i'll stop using my blog to advertise alr.. my fren ah soh is helpin me to create a webby! very helpful... ok.. let's see.. i think i have alot to update but as usual i cant rem.. i'll start with my move to fcbc! it's refreshin and i do love my time there now.. i dun dread church(:
it's really scary to see how the devil works his way thru your life when you're no longer in the spiritual 'umberlla' / cover. let's see how S.A.TAN had his effect on me.. i felt really aimless like as if something jus sucked the joy out of me, i got paranoid again, i couldn't control my temper, i felt restless most of the time.. i started to keep alot of hatred inside me.. i lost hope easily n i started stuffin myself.. and i jus didn't want to go out.. so much of the time my cousin will drop me a visit..
strangely.. my conscious really bugs me alot... after god healed me, MIRACLE! i'm talkin abt my skin condition.. my conscious grew stronger.. dunno if anyone experienced tt b4.. i jus had to bring myself back on track... i wont knw how to express myself clearly cos the feelin of being so so burdened has weighted my life down terribly..initially i had the thot of goin to my parent's church but they didn't have a proper youth group.. i tried my cousin's church.. i loved the sermons.. seriously! but the youth group had a prob too.. so i finally called my best fren to help me... well thank god too.. i'm indeed grateful... EVERYTHING FELL INTO PLACE SO NICELY... literally everything...i love the way pple r genuine in cell.. the rubbish and the bonds i've managed to form.. it's great! thank you god.. i found the joy i've lost.. i nv told anyone this.. but on the second week after church... tt sunday night.. i cried.. happy tears of cos! i usually cry when i'm sad not happy.. so i cried happy tears to slp GRINS!

ok back to my weekdays.. i jus stopped workin at cocoa trees... only worked on thurs, fri and today last day! omgoodness.. tt place is like gossiping and backstabbing like nobody's business.. anyway.. today was my first and last day of opening the shop at 7am... i woke up at 545am.. thinkin i will make it in time.. but as usual la! my time estimation sucks.. i was late.. shop opened at 7;05.. i hope nth help cos the airport is really strict abt the openin of the shops.. now i knw why changi airport has such 'great' service.. well runnin up the escalator... i did something super duper unglam.. i tripped and PAH! my two hands were straight out in front of me.. i think alot of pple saw cos i fell at the arrival hall level.. brilliant deborah chen i told myself.. ok next i rushed to get the key from the lady who totally wanted to kill me.. haha! nvm abt tt... then i ran to the shop and cos the MARBLE FLOOR was squeaky clean and shiny! i did another 'graceful' move'.. i ran too fast and there wasn't enough time to stop and i 'graceful' crashed into the metal shutters... WOAH! a grand entarance i told crystal! hahaha and they were really heavy shutters i had to put it three times b4 tt stupid moved! gosh.. hahaha..
ok blame myself for being ignorant and blind or blur or wateva u call it... this man bought chocolates n said he only had US bills.. so yeah.. ok i'll call and ask for assistance on how to charge... so i did.. i thot everything went well... it was 11 US$ so i THOT he gave me two 10 US$.. then i gave him back his change and everything. ok then i had no idea why.. but i knw it's god.. he prompted me to check the money and HOLY SMOKES! i was... he gave me eleven US$ exact.. but maybe becos i dun see a US dollar everyday.. i saw one of the note as ten but it was a one dollar bill.. so i had to call my supervisor.. she was like... u very rich leh.. why u so blur... haiyohaiyo.. i was thinkin what's new... HAHAHA! so i have to put 11.20 back in the cash register.. oh well...

i'm anxious abt my uni application. like really really scared.. i want tt ADM course so badly.. i think i nv wanted anything so much in my life.. i hope i get it!

i miss my cousin): and my aust best fren and my ang ang who needs pimple advise n nicky who i dunno i jus miss him too haha! and daryl ang and monster(i think i'll meet them on sat)

OH YA! i join this community club by the touch prog.. i dunno but i jus have this love for children.. maybe someday i'll become a teacher like my mum... haha! i think i was really seriously teaching tt little kid.. haha

me:can u tell me your name so i can teach u and call u proper when i need to ask u a question
rai cong:no!
me: why?
rai cong: wait ltr u make fun at me
me: why would i do tt?
rai cong: cos my bro does tt.
me: but i'm not your bro i'm here to help u with your work n i promise i won't make fun of u too.so will u stil tell me?
rai cong: ---he keeps quiet
me: ok anyway i'm jiahui jiejie..
so i carried reading the next question...
then i was waiting for an answer to his question..
then he suddenly turns the book to the front cover and said: tt's my name! u promise u cannot make fun k!
me: pinky promise!
ahhaha so adorable.. but i think i'm cuter when i was his age! hahaha!

i'll try my best to update!

i forgot to say this.. I MISS MY CLASS 2T01.. somehow.. i miss sittin in the classroom listenin to mr ang.. and then he'll have to question me twice cos usually i cannot hear.. hahaha! or the teacher will say.. deborah why u have this distant look in your eyes! hahahaha... but i'm listenin! haha.. i miss meesua too...

ok i thing i will end here cos my show's here! weeee.. i love god n myself! and i have a new resolution.. i have the urge or shld i say the passion to help the poor and i will not take things for granted.. i'll try to keep tt in mind!

MORE MORE!

2007-02-17T05:27:00.000-08:00

FAIRY GLORY! $18! HANDMADE! BTW ALL THE STUFF SEEN HERE IS HANDMADE! AND THERE'S ONLY ONE PIECE EACH!

more stuff!

2007-02-17T04:46:00.000-08:00

SELLING WAS REALLY FUN! NOT THE CC WORK.. ALL THE CALLING AND CHINESE IS MAKING ZZZZZZ... I LOVE WALKING(:

DIRTY METAL LOCKET! PICS CAN BE INSERTED! $10 (:

WHITE AND GOLD METAL ROSE RING! $15 (: IT'S QUITE BIG...

ANOTHER SHOE DESIGN! HM... IF YOU WAN SOMETHING U LIKE TO BE DRAWN ON THE SHOE U CAN REQUEST FOR THAT.. GIVE ME A FEW PICS TT U LIKE AND I CAN DO DESIGN WITH THOSE PICS!

2007-02-04T18:37:00.000-08:00

hand drawn prints.. each design $30 shoes not included.
pls tag if interested

2007-01-28T07:02:00.000-08:00

thank you best fren for EVERYTHING

the talks we had really felt like old times..

u said opposites attract? well yes maybe.. the strongheaded and easy goin part but no i dun think tt we are really tt diff.. sometimes i take things for granted sometimes pple ask who is your best fren deborah? i will jus she oh she's in aust studying..and sometimes i feel really lonely when i say tt.. haha i miss u tt's why! but yeah i get over it aftr awhile.. maybe this blur and forgetful brain of mine is of some good use after all eh? but not in a bad way when i say i get over it.

actually i'm not tt easy goin i think? esp when it comes to things close to the heart. i can be really protective and get hurt very easily if anything happens.. ya...like the incident at your dist cousin place! if u rem? hahaha!

anyway thanks for being part of life.. someone whom i will not forget for life. btw how's the cousin eh?

/ pass few weeks spent lots of time with my cousin.

and i'm startin to feel old and more independent AND startin to think of my future like way into my future? haha
spiritually i still feel dry i went to church i tried once? but i still feel lost in RL. somehow i keep having this feelin tt i shld go to my parents church but yet at the same time i dun wanna leave. i hate tt feelin i do hate it..

relationships . mummy's better now althou she nv fails to make me feels inadequate and dad still complains i'm fat! (BF my dad is still the same)

sometimes i cant stand my dad. his lackadaisical attitude. it pisses me off. payin fines for not doin his billings.when he spends all day bummin. he's really blessed with his own business but i'm jus scared he's takin his blessins for granted. if only he wasn't like tt if only he wouldn't be more serious and hardworking.sighs.. so yes i have been nagging at him to do his billings. looking at how uncle nick works to support his family and how he coaches his two daughters when they drive, the way they communicate really really made me more envious.. haha.. bad right? but yeah.. i shld be thankful i have a family and a roof above my head and i have three meals on e table blah blah blah

hm.... birthday was jus two days ago.. how time flies eh? 4 years or 4 n a half? sometimes i feel like an idiot for thinking.. sometimes i feel angry.. u left and everyone still remembers u? everyone thinks so highly of u i guess.. u made great frens and well.. i guess they knew wat happened and i somehow feel no one wanted me close to u. even my close frens and leaders. i got the look from them.hm.. tt thot brought back memories.. when she mentioned to jerry tt it was your bday. so wasn't even close to u. hm.. strange huh.. i feel like i'm blamed from something i didn't do. well it's good to let it off my chest.

chinese new year is jus around the corner... somehow i dun really enjoy chinese new year.. now tt i knw all the horrible things they do to my cousin. i jus cant understand why cant everyone jus live peacefully as one family. first money now some stupid secrets. they really have nth better to do.. and my cousins the are freaky! luckily for me i have two perfectly LOVELY cousin whom i love very much.. ed and may(: thanks.. u are my real family. real family members do not lie or cheat instead they look out for each other they share your joy! like both of u althou we're all caught up with our work but yeah!

tml it's skating...i haven started drawing yet.. and i have to tell someone something very impt but i dunno how to say it! god pls soften the person up!

cheers!

2006-11-08T07:13:00.000-08:00

this is a bag that my brother got for me

me: did u get anything for me?
bro: no la.. i dun dare to buy the sports stuff cos it culd be fake, u knw!
me: why? so sad..
bro: but i got u bag -beams-
me: ok jus show it to me.. i will def like it!
bro: u sure ar?

cousin was there too

cousin: starts laughin!
me: why why
bro: na.. give u!
me: stares and says..... ya.. i... like... it...
i think i'll keep it now and carry it durin your weddin..

mum: i like it.. i use first ok?

hahaha.. see.. tt's wat it is like havin a 15 year old bro who has no taste.. but oh well.. i was touched..

weeee...

2006-10-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

ok.. so the previous post was jus a korean song.. jus needed some place to keep it!

yes! yesterday was graduation..mixed feelins u know..
so i got up at 5am.. wanted to take the one hr so bus ride for the last time but dad insisted on sendin so last time my dad sends me to sch? haha.. alright.. i wanted to sit outside class alone.. jus to stone? look at the garden? actually come to think of it my class is very isolated and has a nice view of the garden and nature and i must say the trees jus outside my windows have grown taller! duh! haha now i cant see the opposite blocks.. i wished i had charged my camera! anyway.. gaby was the next to come.. hahaha. i looked at her.. her blur look reminded me of myself.. then slowly everyone came.. as usual everyone took pictures.. it was strange in a way..

we then had to write nice stuff abt everyone and for the last time design a class poster.. this time i really decided to help out as the past few times i couldn't really be bother cos it didn't seem impt hahaha! oops! but yeah last time so i did a comic strip.. anyhow i had to think of wat my classmates reminded me of.. was quite funny to think of how i think of pple? get it?

next! off to the ceremony.. u know! bro paul is one principal tt doesn't really make me feel sleepy when he talks.. it's always funny and interestin.. it was the last time again for the polar bear to talk... he reminds me of one.. big and white and kinda round.. no offence hahaha! but yeah.. he called me dear once i think : alright dear better get on with studying! i felt like replying : alright mate! (: hahaha.. no la.. of cos i didn't do tt!

i will miss the toilets too! as everyone knows i always go to the toilet not to beautify myself but for u know u know! hahaha..and the canteen food.. meesua from noodle king and my pile of garden veg from the yong tau foo stall.. and my orange celery juice.. and i ate 3 packets of prawn crackers from sch.. somehow tibits in sch taste diff. ok anyway back to the ceremony..

bro paul did a slide show with pics and videos and everything.. the official ceremony with the prayers and siinging wasn't my fav.. but yeah was alright cos we had the choir beside my class..and then it came to the awards.. WE WON BEST COMMUNITY INVOLVED CLASS? haha i forgot the name of the award! hahaha i shld have blogged yesterday... we did alot of funny funny stuff... partly cos my class only has 14 pple so the participation rate is always close to 100% haha plus all the nyaa peeps! oh man.. i screamed! shockin we didn't expect it! hahaha i think my skirt flipped too.. hahahaha oh well.. i had alot of unglam moments in cj.. hahaha oh well.anyway WE WON! hahaha.. ok and we sang the sch song for the last time.. i will always rem cjc and not coral! i can't even rem wat i did in coral.. not coral park ar.. hahaha.. i've learnt so much in cj.. the exposure i guess.. good! i think it's no longer livin in the well for me.. i see things clearer now.. not so blur as last time i hope!

okok i miss sayin.. hello hello hello to amelia randomly hahaha she's the only one who knows i'm doin randomly when pple lk at me and thinkin i'm waitin for their response hahaha but no! i jus like sayin hello to myself..
amelia's like a best fren to me in class.. and i'm glad i have her(:
daryl ang.. someone i always talk to abt my problems.. he always answers the phone: hi wat's up? hahaha.. now i doubt i will.. he always seems to be able to talk some sense into my head.. reason why i'm closer to him cos i went for two trips with him for nyaa! haha
adlin : my butt smackin partner! she's really one malay girl tt's so diff form the malays i met! in a good way of cos! i really love her energy.. her big shirt.. and everything.. i will miss her.. callin me all the names..
ruth: the bus rides in the mornin and the callin to talk abt how stress we are and everything.. hahaha and the sane ones durin the crazy outins we have with daryl and adln! cos they are usually the ones who are abit mad! hahaha
ongbak: muffin provider! one stage my class so crazy over muffins! haha i like huggin and holdin her hand haha
aloy: i know he's nice! haha clar: reliable
darren: always askin how am i
mich: althou she likes to throw her temper alot but yeah can be really nice at times
mr ang: toleratin my slowness in class
elissa: warmed up to ome quite fast.. i love her all the same althou she can be quite rubbishy at times haha for eg. puttin cold milo on my face or touchin my face
haha yeah....i will miss them all..

rushed to watch the movie which was so borin and didn't help much cos i wasn't feelin well! hahaha..oh well took a cab home from town..

in conclusion! it's over sch's out! alevels still alive and kickin.. i know do well i'm jus tryin to keep an A for art and the rest jus a pass or slightly hIgher?.. i knew i wasn't really cut out for jc! i dun intend to go uni too.. i really shld have been more realistic and did my art! but on a lighter note.. i made my dream of goin to jc into reality.. as a NA student i didn't want pple to look down on me somehow.. i felt my family and other pple.. were lookin down hard on me.. i jus had to prove it! oh well.. i did it! graduated from jc! aftere alevels i'm goin to do art! it'll be part of my life and i wan to excel doin it. so dear god i pray for everyone tt they may find joy in wateva they do.. no matter wat the outcome is...I HEART 2T01 AND I'LL DEF MISS THEM (:

2006-10-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

PERHAPS LOVE
(English Version)
~Goong OST

I don’t know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me

I’m already inside of you
Just like you’re inside of me

To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~

I already love you so much (you’re the only one)

oooo.. i jus needed a place to cope and paste! haha

2006-09-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

daryl: hello! i'm goin to ask u two questions. dun say any other thing but answer me!
wat are cyclones?
me: WAT! u mugger! u studyin alr..
daryl: i said dun say any other thing but answer me right!
me: i dunno wat is tt! i forgot! hahahaha
daryl: ok go away! byebye!

hahaha as usual he was studyin with his halal food fren which is my dear reta! hahahaha!

mr ang: so wat type of food u want?
daryl: halal!
mr ang: ohhhhhh!
hahaha daryl u are damn funny!

anyway! i wwent cyclin today with my cousin! it was abt 2hrs
went to changi village! and drank coconut and had fishball soup! tt plave is really foodie galore!
and the most wonderful thing happened my tire went flat!
actually it's alvin's bike(neighbour) hahahaa..ya and lucky me the bike shop wasn't far if not 2hrs of walkin and pushin the bike home! ok it was super super super ubber ubber ubber fun! althou my cousin's younger than me she seemed to be lookin out for me more than i did for her!
i almost fell into the bustop pit thingy! hahahaha wateva u call tt! but yeah.. my thighs ache now!
i went to church today! and i'm goin to church next wk again! i'm attendin my cousin's church. i like it!(:
i miss church.. i felt so at home at tt church althou it was my first! good sign eh?

tt was today!

yesterday! ting tong came over to my place while daryl and gang went to the zoo i think!
but anyway we watched full house haha! althou it was jus watchni vcd but i was glad she came over! it's the company tt counts yeah? hahaha and now she knows why i like to talk abt dusty maggot! he's sososososo lovable right? charlene eng! scrappy is cute! u see u see! hahaha.

i love u ting tong! it's been awhile..winks!

i love my family my frens my best frens! (two) and i think i love the world? hahaha i'm high after the maddness cyclin.
i'm goin for ocip again aftter alevels! hope it'll be fun): hahaha sch tml! ooh yeah! long time no see CEE JA CEE!

2006-09-12T21:14:00.000-07:00

IT'S RAINING HAPPINESS!

nah nah nah... econs essay over.. won't say it went well.. scared to say tt but it's over... come to think of it a's will be over and out in no time.. cant wait....
anyway i went into the hall like a sweaty pig.. hahaha.. cos of.... shall not say... partly due to a little runnin?

after the exam went to atech art galley! to mount my final work for art.. shall take a pic and put it up.. hahaha.. anyway i'm double mountin the board.. i think it'll look great? hahaha

and serangoon north is a zoo! so many pet shops.. esps BIG bird shops.. hahaha with BIG BIRDS and dust everywhere.. bird flu... hope not... ok i'm goin to my secret place to do some secret muggin... hahaha.... tt's my macdonalds!!! gonna do hydro and econs mcqs in the ltr and then meet mummy to do grocery shoppin then meetin foofoo for pasar malam then watchin tv!!! lovely lovely korean dramas!!!

2006-09-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

dang it! all my ipod songs are gone! stupid thing! argh!
owell...

anyway tml's the big day~
the big start~

i dreamt of death.. real freaky but it's been a long while since i dreamt of such stuff.

i really enjoyed yesterday's dinner.. buckwheat noodles! yummy dommy!

i put on 5kg everyone! 5kg and it's official.. wat the hell is wrong with me??!!!!

i'll lose it after the alevels haha and grow my long hair! nv had long hair u know.. even when i was a kid!

cousin came over to thee rest. after dinner then we walked thru the pasar malam. she gave me a treat!
young coconut! darn sweet! sweetest in fact...

my house is runnin low on food supplies and i wan tt coconut drink again!

cousin: lift up your hands!
me: why???
cousin: jus lift it up and look at your shadow
me: why? look for wat?
cousin: you're not fat wat! not obvious and your waist lks the same as mine.
me: hello! it's a shadow and we all look the same , it jus depends on where you're standin against the light.
cousin: oh...

hahaha she was really nice tryin to confort me..

in the lift.

me: i've been eatin proper and not snackin proud of me?
cousin: ya la!
me: but i still dun lose weight.
cousin: ya i eat and dun exercise but i dun put on weight
me: thanks ar

so much for comfortin me):

haha but i still love her..

the cable tv is really distractin me. my dad finally got cable but at the wrong time i guess.
been watch 3, 4 moives at one shot and i simply love the new BOX!
haha..

sat...

suddenly missed my church peeps lots.. readin thru the boxes of letters.. i miss those days.. i miss those day
dance days, bubble tea days, bummin at nicky's place, walkin and runnin around downtown, so much more..

btw dusty maggot cut hair and we cant bring him for animal blessin cos my cousin is gettin married on tt day!!! sighs... tt furball!

2006-09-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

it's sally''s birthday today! went to her dad's restaurant!
i had baked crayfish. it was a little burnt but the company was funny.. funny..
anyway i really hope sally likes her present.

and my parents got this irobot thingy to sweep the flloor haha!

thanks jiawen for the chocolate..

and! durin my 2 hour long ride on the bus today.. i think i was daydreamin tt's why i got lost.
i took a bus all the way to jurong and i had to cab down to holland V.

yup.. and my daydreamin stuff were most about my first times......
i realised when i came to cj it was my first time knowin or tryin stuff it's really quite funny.. thinkin abt it..
hm... let's see:

- watch horror movie
- pon lessons and go to sentosa
- cried over a friendship cos of really bad backstabbing
- had a bf(glad it's over!)
-watchin a horror movie
- eatin subway ( i know this is like.. omg! but yeah.. tts debo chen for u)
- meetin ij girls! ( and knowin how diff they are hahaha!)
- knowin 'girls' hahaha (dunno if u get tt)
- havin an ang mor teacher

i think there's more but i cant rem.. and all the stupid stuff i do.. i think i'm gettin blurrer and more forgetful too!

oh ya charlene my dad says i can go visit u onlt if i get al As. so i doubt i'll get to visit u?

he;s jus this mad shit now... i really cant stand him! i wat to move out man! i promise i'll nv marry someone like my dad...
i really hate it!!!!! argh... he jus told me tt so tt jus spoilt my day... i think my relatinoship with my dad not good.. he's nice and everything but trust me he's like way diff from alot of dads... i startin to dread comin home and whenever i talk to him i cant control my temper and guess wat he think i treat pple tt way.. i dunno if he's blind or deaf but the way i treat my mum is ten times better then how i treat him.. he doesn't respect me and i cant find the heart to treat him with respect.. i dun like it when pple can treat u tt way but u cant... i like fair treaatment.. i dun like it when u expect me to do this or tt when u dun even do it yourself.. if u treat me right i'll treat u right too or even better... i really cant stand him! he ban me from tv??!! msn he'll stand behind and bark at me sometimes hit my head all of the sudden and ask me to go away.. charlene eng! i'm goin to explode u know! argh!

2006-08-26T16:15:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY:
badminton AGAIN!

I think it's gone to become an official sport tt my class would play!

and i give TWO THUMBS UP!

anyway i didn't play with my classmates played with mindy initially.. then alvin.. clare...
but it was equally fun.
(mindy you're good at the game k)

but u know wat i'm not losin weight in fact i think i'm becomin bulky! muscles.. i shldn't exercise too much at one go right?

and i think i'm the sort tt needs to diet and then exercise.. so diet! a healthy one of cos...i promise! cos i cannot go without FOOD!!!

and we went to lido's supermart.. oh dear me, it was BREAD GALORE! i tried the petite breads and i bought a salad and a snapple!! goodygoodygumbuns!

P.S we shld be studyin in sch actually.. hahaha!

then went back did a PAGE of readin and some more dottin for art! i have to do the captions by today!

then we played badminton again! lalala..
after which was work all the way i guess.. oh mindy i'm glad u like the korean songs..
mich brought her art to school.. cool stuff.. so big.. hahaha

and yes! i was off to meet the makan buddy which wasn't of much help to my diet!

i said sushi he said yes. but then after sushi we walked all the way home and he brought me to this coffee place near our area and eat wat!! kaya bread and french toast.... wat kind of fren are u huh! haha not helpin at all..
kept sayin:'' life is short you must eat!"' hahaha my quote. u used it against me..
haha dunworry i still heart u as a fren. hahahaha!

after the meal i walked back alone and i started to think the eng eng chubby char! and angang bom PIPI abd the rawr rawr and nicky the micky and ern the birdnest and derrick then joker and.. loadsa pple.. i really miss the times when would meet up when charlene comes back... i'm sure we can meet up soon.. i'll go back to church charlene will visit i hope and we can all see each other... side track.... actually the sch perfromance of grease maded me reminisces the day of FUNTASIA! at downtown east.. the striped skirts from tcs ( aka mediacorp) i wore.. it was really fun haha! lam zhengxin my dance partner.. then practises tt end at 12am and the trail slippers we all wore and the bubble tea! oh man! those were the days! and tt's where i knew everyone better.. i think tt's the same for everyone..i'm glad it all happened! (:

(back on track)
i read JW's blog.. and i'm sorry to say tt i think you'll blog abt me hahaha cos i realy cant help the LATTE and CHILLING TGT thingy.. haha jus didn't know it would happen.. i'll try to becaareful and observe my surroundings more! hahaha..

TODAY

it's 730 am... i woke up at 645 and wanted to run.. but decided not cos my legs were achin.. now i'm tryin to transfer the songs into the ipoddy.. haha guess wat i haven seen my mum for more then 24 hrs and we're livin under the same roof.. hahaha she's still sleepin.. i wonder how heer teacher's day went...tonight there was suppose t be a dinner it's still on i think// all my cousins knew abt it and they asked if i was goin.. but truth is my mum didn't tell me anything.. haha.. so i guess i won't go.. too last min.. i have GREAT plans for today!! hahaha which i hope will all come into play.. hahaha.. weeee..
tuition soon...

i love u ong bak! we'll play our i love u badminton game soon!

i love myself(:

2006-08-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

today was great...
i love the performance which had three guys in.. i love his voice! fell for it...

and badminton was next!! i beat daryl again!!! hahaha nah.. it wasn't abt tt.. i jus had fun playin my fav childhood game!
mich joined us today!!! i hope she had fun..and mindy's 87!! oh man so unexpected hahaha.. we do have quite a number of stuff in common.. then again i'm glad i met someone new.. alot of work left to do.. but i guess tt's the norm for now..

came home had tuition and i must say i do enjoy econs tuition!! it's fun.. i like the way my teacher brings across certain topics.. on my part i know i must brush up on content!! judgin by the memory capacity i have hahaha.. i have loads to do.. everyone does? hm... met debbie foo and her bf.. ran with her bf.. hahaha ran 3km plus i think... i did a good timin too.. proud of myself!! hahaha..tryin hard to lose weight and lead a healthy lifestyle.. with the frequent snacks i'm tryin to cut down on i hope it's possible!!

tml i'm playin badminton at the cc with edwin i think... i hope it'll be another session of losin fats!!!

then maybe i'll go to sch to mug?? hm.... plannin my days again!!! plan i must!

deb pls rem to pass lau lau the cd!(:

2006-08-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

he;s the one who puts his cute little butt on my notes and lies on my bag when i'm doin my work..

he's new hairdo!

2006-08-23T04:06:00.000-07:00

the darkness of man,
encapsulated in his very heart
light and darkness
do not exist as one
leaving the latter to reign
where has all the good gone?

beautiful?

i tied my hair today! YAYNESS!

hm... today we received our prelim timetable.. everything seems so fast.. i cant wait for the alevels to be over.. so much things on my mind now!!!
i cant wait to work actually..and! goin to find my dearest bestfren in aust!!!

there are certain things tt are gettin on my nerves and i cant seem to do anything abt it..
things must always go your way... when you're happy u talk when you're not u walk away! wat am i to u huh!!!
now you're goini thru wateva i went thru.. u gave me hell in the past... but i'm not goin to do wat u did. i jus feel tt i'm puttin too much into it and you're not... i wish i could give u e taste of your own medicine..(to some person)

levin soh! u better pass your driving ya.. then u can drive me around for supper!

i love art and i'm startin to take an interest in poetry.. i like the book mindy passed to me.. blake...

hrmph! i have the sudden urge to study... hm...

2006-08-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

what a day i had today!

i was suppose to run today at 7am so tt after my run i can seat at the big rock and enjoy the breeze but no i jus slept thru till 10am.. tt's abnormal for me!

anyway i got up and did some readin for econs then it was tuition at 2pm to around 4pm

i then made a list of the things to buy and do for the day... oh man! art is like filling up the whole list!
and i finally bought a ruler and pens haha cheap ones cos i figured tt essay writin can be really expensive!

and i walked from my place to whitesands and back! good exercisin! bought two novels.. mummy told me to go buy(:

and walkin all the way to library!! and only to find tt there wasn't any artist models available! stupid stupid library had only two artist! wat kind of library has only reference to two artisit! and what made it worse was tt they didn't even have poems on william blake! why why!!! crappy place.. i wanna complain!!! hahaha aunty me...

but thinkin abt the amt of work i have to do really makes me feel stress!!! oh but but cousin's comin over again!! i go a pretty hairpin! i hope she likes it! goin to buy dinner now!!! weeeee..... i so love my life to bits!!!

2006-08-15T04:48:00.000-07:00

badminton was sweaty!
oh it's been such a long time since i played badminton!

i love badminton!

wanna play every week?

2006-08-14T05:52:00.000-07:00

IT'S OVER!
i jus got back from sch! it's nearly nine?
mock was a total crap.. as usual i was jus worried about whether i would freeze to death because i had two 3hr papers at one shot! but yeah.. econ! goodness.. i really didn't know why i had tt gut feelin tt last year's paper would come out! but then again i didn't really trust myself so i jus looked thru the cae study only which was done a long long time ago. but it's better then nth right? the mcq was tricky? i dunno.. i jus did it(: this prob shows how bad my econs is.. geo was a brain dead paper! i was so tired.. but then again i feel really bad cos of my beloved geo teacher who always seems to believe tt we will all get As. ( u know if u elaborate more you'll get an A? u guys know your stuff but u dun wanna write properly!) do we really know our stuff? hahaha.. i love her man! i think she's really got the passion and the never say die attitude... it's quite funny to see her being all hyper durin geo and our class is like go - going - GONE? hahaha

yes i'll start muggin real hard! i promise i promise!

jiawen.. dun say abt the squeal :s hahaha i really didn't expect myself to do tt hahaha! ( if u ever do read my blog )
yeah i love liberty market.. tt place rocks the socks out of me! yayness!

mich thanks for tellin me wat the B , end with D word means! hahahaha..

i think i mus put a jacket in school.. art was fun today i guess? triedd a new style of paintin!

i'm not goin to sch tml.. goin for tuition in the mornin then to SRC with the father then to badminton!!! i think i'll mug first b4 the badminton!... oooooo i've got tml all planned out! (:

2006-08-13T00:30:00.000-07:00

hey hey this is for my dear charlenee.. this silly blog thing takes forever to upload the pictures

so i gave up! only two pic.. one was durin the malaysia trip thingy i went to and the other- the shoes.. i drew on them.. haha
and i got scolded for doin tt...boohoohoo! ( do i still look the same? after not seein me for (counts toes) dunno how many years?) hahaha

2006-08-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

eeekkkk! have u ever had this feelin of someone holdin onto your body and u can't get up much less open your eyes and u try to move but u cant and you're awake!! it happened again.. to me): it's happenin too often.. and it's scary..
mummy says it's becos i'm too tired??!!! but wat am i tired abt.. oh so freaky!

2006-08-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

met up with foo again today(:

made a new fren(:

ate sushi today(:

hm.. not a bad day?

somehow life has been mudane, dry and bein contented too easily?

somehow i seem to take life on surface value.. happy go lucky at times?

is tt wat i want? yes and no.. i'm tryin not to sit on the fence..

i keep feelin as thou something is missin? is it becos i haven been to church?

but goin to church doesn't mean tt you're a whole person right?

bein christian isn't all abt goin to church. most pple i know or i dare say are wat we call sunday christians.. they go to church puttin up a front and after tt, durin the entire week.. swear words, sickenin behave, u name it.. it all shows.. i dun want tt kinda thing.. i still feel inadequate n so full of.. u know.. sin! there are some things in my life i know i should be doin something abt it but i cant cos i'm too scared to face it...i think i have a really low self esteem.. i really do.. jus tt most pple cant tell.. i dunno why i'm bloggin abt this.. i wish for stupid things like bein perfect althou i know it's impossible.

sighs.. i miss sittin at the big rock all by myself.. with the wind in my hair.. oh man this entry sounds so sad and emo..

i wish i had a swing? i want a tree house too.. and someone pls take me for a ride on your bike? hahaha..

i think i over eat again): foo foo i feel like takin a walk again?

2006-08-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

i want long hair! i want to curl my hair.

today's national day! weeee.. had a lovely lunch at fairway club.. went to buy chocolates..
guylian's dark orange chocolate rocks!
sometimes i really wonder how i can pass the day without doin a single thing... its scary how time flies..
double whammy-7km.. the houses really inspired me.. thru out the walk i didn't really talk..dunno why but it was nice thou
alot runnin thru my mind.. cant really rem wat..

2006-08-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

today's GP mock was a total screw up.. i sorta expected it.. the essay is goin to turn out really bad.. i can feel it in my bones!! and the compre won't be anything better..

hm.. yen lost her ipod feel really sad for her too.. i wonder wat would happen if i lost mine?

today was quite a fruitful day.. came home to clean my dusty room and did some readin..

tried a new pimple cream.. prayin hard too..

deb foo dropped by today, glad to see her again! i'll catch up with u soon dearie(:

tml's 7km walk.. lookin forward? i guess so a little more exercise would do me good i guess.. geee...

2006-08-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

i'm in the mood for singing!!!

ok alright i guess this weekend was yet another unfruitful, unproductive, un watever..

i think i've got abnormal eatin habits.. or is it due to my moodswings..
no i guess it was my dad who spoiled the weekend for me.. well wat can i say.. i jus have obey!

my mum looked really pretty today in her JAP outfit..
u know? she used to say i was rude when i called her AUNTY cos of her dressin. little did she know i wasn't rude and i was tellin her for her own good.. until my godma finally decided to tell her.. and wat a sudden change! i guess we still rather listen to our friends rather than the family members..
guess wat she was so pleased with her outfit that she decided to take a nap in it.... man! she's crazy hahaha
tt's my mum i guess..

i jus called mich. she's with jw studyin at lido... i wish i could go out, then maybe i wouldn't be at home stuffin myself.. hahaha ok.. and mich! how can u tell abt my CHILLING fren! so....
argh.. haha but i'm ok with it.. was a good laugh..

i watch cowbelles today.. usual chickflick shows i guess..GP is still the last thing on my mind.. i have goals to make.. let's see

1. lose 5 kg
2. start mugging
3. stop my pimples from poppin
4. goin to church
5. stop eatin when i'm bored

actually the list goes on.. i guess 'm not tt contented afterall.. alot is kept within..

my unproductive day was also partly due to all the sleep i had.. 1pm to 5pm..

and i love my dear cousin! she bought my food.. hahaha.. she came to visit her poor old cousin who didn't have the permission to leave her house..how sad! hrmph!

anyway it's goin to be a new week.. i hope tuesday's walk will allow me to lose more weight.. wishful thinking?

i wanna go stay on the mountains! amongst the green green the browns browns... nature! far away from singapore!

2006-08-04T03:06:00.000-07:00

I'm always feelin even more stressed after tuitions.. the first thing he said to me was 5weeks to prelims
i'm like omg u didn't have to tell me that.. i dun like countdown btw.. but nvtheless.. tuition sessions were productive and it sorta tells me how screwed up i am for the alevels! wake up calls!
econs is easy.. understandin easy for now! finally! but it jus boils down to whether i wanna get my butt down on the chair to revise and revise.. it's easier said than done man..
i was super tired to i dunno why but i guess it was cos of last night.. i fell aslp in class on the chairs.. dreamt that my mum bought food for me and was callin me tt's how i got up but obviously no food and no mum callin..
i must be a real pig man to dream of food AGAIN!
i slept on the bus thru out and i slept again when i got home b4 tuition.. really don't know why i'm tt tired.. oh wells.. i'm glad to have school at times cos of all the crap and stupid stuff we do tt actually keeps me sane..if not i'll be goin insane cos of all the studyin i have to do(everyone has)
island creamy was fun althou i was quite stone.. and i squeal when jw mention liberty market.. i dunno why i did tt embarrassing crap but it jus came out.. haha..

ok i really hope, more like i must start muggin(:

2006-08-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY I BOUGHT ALOT OF CHOCOLATES! HEAPS AND HEAPS OF IT.
tried e ritter sport cornflake recommended by jw. and two slabs of bitter meiji chocolate!
am i mad or wat? i'm jus in the mood for chocolate loving i guess..

today's career's day was interesting. i'm still uncertain of where i want to go but i guess for now it's jus the alevels
and nth else. darn! i'm worried. well who isn't?
studied with mich, stella n jw.. stella was super funny esp when she was making fun of someone!
i had a suddden craving for sushi! oh man.. i know i put on weight but i jus cant help it..
should be contented tt we have food - tt'll be something my mum would say.
guess exercise is wat we really need to do.. i went runnin on the ttreadmill today.. mich went too!
i think i caught a cold after running cos of the silly airconditioned gym!
oh well.. i need more water! hopefully i can get down to studyin soon... i'll try):

SCRAPPY- MY PRIDE

2006-08-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

this entry is dedicated to scrappy chen wenlong

scrappy chen wo ai ni!

pls dun let anything happen yourself

let your fur stay!

i'll cry so badly if you're gone!

your picture i'll carry with me where ever i go(:

2006-07-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

Eh I'm really bored..
life's pretty mundane for me now..
today was a pretty horrible day for me thou.
wasn't feelin well, it was so sudden but thank god i had mich to help me.
and lucky me! there was a cabby jus outside the follyer.
puked wateva i ate.. didn't sleep, althou i expected myself to do so.
my lips were so pale and i really thot i was goin to faint.
my feet carried me faster than i thot. i think i was actually running towards the lift cos i need the toilet so badly.
-shivers... scary! wasn't in a clear state. oh wells i'm feelin all hyped up now. i dunno why...
i saw levin's pictures.. so cool! i wanna go there too.. pack me in your bag k? haha
and finally i got my bag back.. after only using it like 3 times and lendin it to 2 pple. the first person wasn't tt bad. he returned it to me in one piece but now the bag's all dirty and the some parts of it came off.. oh man! levin siad it was a lesson learnt
i shldn't jus lend my stuff to anyone..
well lesson learnt):

- i wish i could leave this place

oh dear me):

2006-07-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

it's been a longtime since i step foot into riverlife...
dun ask me why?
i jus dun feel like going..
i get calls and msgs from pple asking how i am and everything and why dun i go to church anymore
i never seem to be able to find the answer.
it's not tt i'm running away from god.. but i jus feel so dry inside. not gettin too spiritual or wat
but i know god's there.. i speak to him every night before i slp..
i know he's workin in my life cos of wat he did for my family..
sorry heavenly father i've seem to have let go of tt passion, i once had for u..
i really hope i can rekindle wat i had and start refresh..
everything's so different.. i dun wan to lose sight of god.
i feel really lousy at times. sometimes i dun even know why.
it's really--- life without jesus, is like a donut!
sigh!
i don't know what's wrong with me spiritually.
god can u come speak to me in my dreams tonight?

hrmph!

2006-07-28T11:01:00.000-07:00

It's been long since I went to town
growing up in Singapore all my life and goin there like a trillion times,
I still can get lost. I really wonder why? U know?

goin out with mich jean n jiawen was really the funniest thing tt happened during the whole week!
am glad I met pple like them (:

mich- dudn worry about PTM ya?
jean- carry on practicing your dinosaur calling (althou I doubt you'll be readin)
jiawen- jus be yourself hahaha... dun do those funny turns u did. -grins

I must say I really love JC life. It's really different and I think I'm getting the hang of it(not talkin abou studies)
it'll probably be good for me to hang out more often and meet new people.
but I PRAY hard that I meet nice and trustworthy peeps. I want my new friendships to last(: then I'll be happy debo(:

yen hui althou u won't be meetin us tml i hope we can really meet up sometime to mug or play. it'll be like our first outing
hahaha! yen hui is someone I dun see very often but she's someone I know I can count on and jus to let you know I'm glad to be your listening ear and one of the few people who u can be comfortable with. am honoured! -beams.
thanks for being the bubble during art and goofyin around with me!
love u(:

charlene eng... hope our exams when fine.. i know it will be actually. haha smarty pants(:
huiying I 'll meet up with u soon yeah.. sushi? I would love tt. haha.